Pizza, Prayer, and a Hot Bath

 

Matthew 11:28 -30(NIV)

²⁸ “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹ Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰ For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

 

Reflecting on the moments this week when I craved solitude, I realize how unusual that may sound given the nature of my work as a hairstylist, which is inherently social. I genuinely adore my job and the incredible clients I serve, who I believe are truly a blessing in my life. However, after long days, often returning home around 9 PM, I find myself yearning for a little quiet time. I used to feel guilty about not preparing dinner every night, but I've come to embrace the idea that "fed is best." Admittedly, we indulge in pizza and takeout more often than I'd like to admit, but the important thing is that we are nourished and together, and that’s what truly matters.

After dinner, indulging in a hot bath brings me a deep sense of relief and tranquility. I can spend hours immersed in the warm water, embracing the peaceful silence that surrounds me.

 It's in these quiet moments that I find clarity, reflecting on the day's events and often engaging in conversations with God, sharing my thoughts and worries. Sometimes, tears flow as I pray for others, feeling an overwhelming urge to articulate my feelings while my mind races with thoughts.

Interestingly, if you were to ask my husband about my level of conversation, he might say I'm not very chatty at home. Around here, we often refer to it as being “talked and touched out.” Even my boys have picked up on how a day can wear me out.

Garrett- “Momma you must have talked a lot today”

Wyatt- “I bet she cut a lot of hair…you’re so tired Mom.”

Garrett- “That’s okay. Momma I love you.”

And then there are days like today that I eagerly anticipate. With a blend of effort and moments of stillness, I found joy in watching my son practice baseball from the comfort of my quiet car. It’s remarkable how a hectic week can transform into a space of solace and tranquility. Tomorrow promises another busy schedule, and come Saturday, we’ll be off to enjoy a baseball game together.

I know my mind will always be at peace, because I know the one who calms the storms. I am so very thankful to be yoked to Jesus.